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Beat at 1 minute v v

big game for the Phillies tonight...... Game 7!

I am not a veggie, though I have toyed with the idea of giving up cow. I like a small amount of pork, and I like chicken, not so fussed over fish. I eat lots of vegetables, as I love all the colours and textures when stir-fried in a sauce or in chilli and garlic. Our turderys are immaculate, as my wife is a bit obsessive about a clean house, which I also like. We will know each other for 30 years this coming April. She knows me well and knows my mischievousness is incorrigible, as lots of people, including my own family, warned her of at the start. The police first called to our house looking for me when I was six, but that particular arson wasn't me as I was out with my father that day, but I knew who did it; they just did it without me. I was told at aged 7 by my teacher that I would be in prison by age 17, but that old cunt was wrong. You would have to understand where and when I grew up to understand properly.

Very fishy v v

del sees the world differently than everyone else lol... he seems really mad....

I bet Ryan read all your pms...... he doesnt respect your privacy lol

Sushi is vile : )

Yeah lol and Aaron Rodgers made a joke about him calling him Mr. Pfizer lmao

haha sounds good to me.... Travis Kelce's brother is on the eagles too... lol...

Travis has done a commercial for Pfizer... some think Travis and taylor is just a publicity thing for Pfizer and the NFL and they are not really seriously dating lol

tell me it lol.... does it have something to do with phizer?

Meghan and Harry are the worst. Is it mean to hope they die young? : )

Anal warts.

A comment from last year??? Why had you gone back that far?

I don't know what to tell you. Maybe it took me this long to figure out that I was a low caliber fudge nibble all along. But I'm not going to argue that I have been a homo all my life. However , it has not been a clear trajectory to dick and ass for me. I crave intense emotional connections w men rather than sexual one. I have good taste but I also had an overly protective mother who is a ragging narcissist and perfectionist, till now she wears that shit as badge of honor and that is her legacy to me. My father was not emotionally available nor redirected my mum's maladaptive copping mechanisms which I now inherit. Everything must be flawless, the car I drive , my house, my party but as a perfectionist it's never good enough and it's to hide my internal conflict which have straggled w all my adult life. Inside I'm still worthless and undeserving. So now as a gay man what gets me the fuck off is the though of having a man protect me or I being the one protecting another man. So it's complicated. It is possible that I would have such strong desire for that sort of connection even I had been straight and i probably would had just internalize it. But instead I have choose to be the curse breaker and face this shit head on. Take total responsibility, Brutal. Find healing and recovery so that my parents can also heal and recover themselves. Thoughts?