You just fucking have to let go of everything. Well it does help to have money but whatever. You are white you can do it. You don't worry about anything else but yourself. You don't worry about bitches, about your family, about anything fucked up you did in the past . You must let everything go. It's taking radical responsibility for your well being. Whether you were borned in a 3rd world country, or w a dick that is more like a clit as poor Ryan, or you are just a drunk ass diluted cripple like Crank, one must take radical responsibility to either embrace that shit or heal. moving forward it's all about you. Peace out .

I personally think it might be the inner Steppe Nomad blood in me cause one thing China,Russia and Southeastern Europe have in common is that they fought and assimilated the nomads from the Steppes

The Steppe peoples never set foot in Japan but they did set foot in the Korean Peninsula countless times where even North Korea has a outlasted groupmof people rumoured to be descended from the culturally,linguistically and identity wise long extinct Khitan people so it is close enough :T

Because i don’t know if you know this but I did not have a nice childhood so I rewatch stuff from mid 2000s Japan cause I really wanted to live there.even more than here

America and Japan are both secular nations but the U.S does have that Protestant like trait of loving thy neighbor etc while Japan can barely assimilate the Japanese Brazilians or Japanese Peruvians that came there circa 1980s when Japan had a economic boom and needed more workers and yadda yadda

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kvx-0OF7PR8

https://www.instagram.com/chiakihoran_official/?hl=en

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BXx0uI9XXwU

Lucky for Hong Kong and South Korea that they got to see Chiaki Horan in Magiranger.I was always a face guy even when I was closeted/bi/somewhat straight

I know the first and last time Britain was exposed to Tokusatsu was Monkey/Monkey Magic back in the 70s specifically late 70s.the show and cast were Japanese but the story and setting was centered in China though one character did resemble a kappa caricature more than a Ancient Chinese water spirit

Have you heard of Chiaki Horan?she’s a actress in Japan of Irish/Japanese Mix heritage.just looking up Irish/Japanese mix on google will get you loads of resorts

I know in N.Y it’s common to find people who are Irish/Italian mix.Brittany Fogarty from Mob Wives is one of many examples

You know,the usual,archiving here and there since as far as 2011 I had developed a deep fascination with lost silent films

Since I obviously can not archive historical media like London After Midnight,4 Devils or Dracula’s Death than I can at least digitally preserve obscure dubs of obscure programs as a way to prove something :).have a nice time

looool ok Mark lol x

I'm having the best summer of my life too. Spending all the time outdoors is just amazing. Been going for long hikes w my dog and finding great spots to hang alone and meditate. Heading for a month road trip in 2 weeks. And stopping a week in San Antonio to do Ayahuasca and reset. Then to see some Colombian Girlfriends in Nashville. Then coming back in August and working on my garden, building a music room w huge glass windows in the middle of the garden and hosting my annual party but this time will be for birthday on Oct 21 then heading for 2 weeks in Belize to do more Ayahuasca and I think I will be done to start a new life. Not working is amazing. What's going on w you?

Mark you turned down a midnight booty call! You are gay lol