why would i be jealous of someone who is so obviously bent up about the past.. or doing coke and spending time running in circles in online forums w trivial conversation? Its like watching a dancing monkey running from one person to another looking for snacks ..Why? I guess I could go any site w any pic i want and start shit lol. Its just not my thang atm, lol I cant even stay focused on talking about this, much less wanting to engage w any of it. Idk how to connect w all her hostility and angst. The only moment that really matters is now. But it is me, its not her. lol i know that. Im not focused on her. But I wish her luck ;) I hope she finds her peace.

Idk Cranky the world has changed, I have changed, its not her or you or lynn or anyone, .., its me lol I can admit that ;) Its hard to explain but its like the world has gotten very small, like a small dark ball w bunch of static and noise, people fighting.. starving, bitter or corrupting, But my thoughts are radiating outward, upwards towards wide open light and space. lol idk, It sounds crazy trying to explain, But the attention isnt on trying to pinpoint a single event or convo within this small ball of static noise. Its drawn up and away from where I am. ..like Im going to float away lol. Its taking everything i have to pay attention to work or responsibilities. But the very last thing Im thinking about is retaliation or venegence or dark emotions. I try but I cant stay focused on it long enough to see it through. ;) ..thats the best I can explain.

im sure she says Im the worst names in the book, seething, vengeful and twisted over for ass whooping 8 years ago lol. (Eight.Years.)
I mean, I cant help her. She instigated that all by herself, just like what she did recently. Shes stuck in the past, twisting words and deeds towards satisfying her misery. Im not miserable so I cant connect to that emotion atm, or want to taunt or insult either. Im not sorry for what i said because I meant it. I didnt insult her daughter at all, I feel sorry for her or any child raised by an parent on drugs. Thats just truth. She sets all that up and then stands there screaming "liar!" for her white knight mating call lol.

but is Lynn Ren's besty? (no) Same w you, were you even a blip on her radar until she wanted to absorb your group.
She manipulates ppl for what she wants from them. I guess a lot of men react to a woman w her legs spread in her icon, she's working it overtime lol

philly is hot t his yr... ur in jersey now arent you?? im headed that way in a few months i had enough of these hillbillies down here

This remind me of how ct would manipulate dorothy. But now its you manipulated. Dont forget your raisins ;)

half german is okay ;) - PEACE !!

The Phillies have won two World Series championships (against the Kansas City Royals in 1980 and the Tampa Bay Rays in 2008)

Houston won the World Series, just once, in 2017 when they beat Los Angeles

This year will see the 118th World Series contested, and in the top spot amongst winning teams is the “evil empire” themselves, none other than the New York Yankees. Competing in 40 World Series, they have won 27 of them. The St Louis Cardinals follow them up with 11 titles claimed

fun facts lol

So Im going to pass on apologizing but I will listen to your advice because its good advice. :)

Cranky do you know how many ppl have kicked my ass over the years ? lol I see these ppl to this day. I have an eye out on them to see how they react to seeing me too. And if theyre cool, Im cool too. I dont try to set them up to be trolled just because they kicked my ass ten years ago lol. In fact those are the best ppl to learn from bc they did kick my ass lol. When ppl are climbing ranks they shouldnt fuk w ppl w more experience unless theyre ready for what theyre asking for. Thats how i learned but I will consider what you say bc youre right. ;)