ballet dancer i hired. Once she is all dolled up and w tiutiu on and the life music she is going to brimg it.

Which I got for 1 k for 3 peformqnces dacne 5 minutes each and change outfiits for each dance number .. she only took the gig because of the live music orchestrqtion and she wants to dance for that but now I have to get my handy man to build it casue she cannot dance on concrete. slabes .

Them I always have chamber music but I wanted to have a piano player too which didn't worked so then I deicded to double the music assamble to an orchestration vs chamber which run me up to 8K and they will be playing 4 hours w 3 15 minutes brake. Tables and chairs are 1 k. Flowers are 1k. Champagne is hellla expensive, I serve Moet e Chandon and Veuve Clicquot. some guests can caonsume a whole bottle through the party or even more. I'm looking to keep my stach and look for a nice Italian or California sparking wine for around $30 a botle vs $100. for veuve . so 20 botttles at 30 buchk is $600 otherwise it will be 3k, 1K getting the back yard ready setting up heat lamps cause its gong to be cold. and the musicians get bitchy as fuck when they ply outdoors nd is cold. Then I have a soprano singing while the musicians are on brakes , she brings a harpist that runs me 1 k and she will do 2 sets for 30 minutes aach and this is a great deal cause she really works it , I'll send you her link. She is ofcouse italian. Then I had reach out to the SF ballet core ballet member to dance 4 classical songs w changes of 4 dufferent tutus. But she never got to me so i had moved on so that's why Ihave gotten the fire girl in stead.

Yes! I was supposed to have a very small party but as everything I do turns in to a big production. My budget is usually 20K and I said I would spend only 10K this year. I cut the food price in half from 8k to 4k by not having a sit down dinner w servers bringing the meal to the tables but actually buffet style so NO wait staff to hire and lest work for the chef cause he doesn't have to plate each portion.

can it possibly be her hearing? Man, I would just be super gentel w youself RN. Must you carry on at this rate or may you be able to take a little time off to spend w her? It could be that she is in fact compromised and she may just need you to be there for her. She could be disoriented, sounds like there is much going on w the construction. Sigh.

I'm having this chick perform at my Bday party. This is going to be biggest party I ever had. I will have 8 musicians orchestration , a soprano , a hot anorexic pail and fragil clasically trained ballet dancer and a fire dancer.,

Fucking fuck.

I just got home from a 3 miles hikes. I'm building up again from 3 to 5 ... I got special K9 back pack for the pup, I wonder how much he weights cause that sure kicked my ass. I'm going to be sore tonight and for the next frew days. It sucks to get old. I could have done this w;o a hitch 10 years ago. fuck even 5 years ago. I need to record myself sleeping and see how am moving the mattress away from the headboard, and taking all the sheets off even the fited one and then the mattress pad. Fuck I'm a hot mess. Me at the Ayahuasca Ceremony. VVVV

have you ever record yourself while you sleep? I need to do that , I want to use a drone . I sweer some shit comes down when I'm sleep cause man, when i wake up. the sheets are off the bed the mattress pad came off.. the matrees is 1/4 off the bed frame. fuck. WTF am I doing ...

What size are those shoes?