good afternoon ….morning in your case x

Try putting that shotgun under your chin

Thank you for your help. I feel better. I'm going to text Tony and see what's happening w him.

you are a sick fuck. jajajaja but i totally would have dig that. Cause I want to build a community of strong men. 'that sleep together" smh. Seriously, community is so fucking important to me. And my downfall was losing a sense of community both w men and women. I formed the perfect storm by my behavior. I had so much rage in me and I didn't know what to do w it or how to harness it for good so i just moved where I live and isolated myself. This has been in the making for over 10 years. I think i was a angry home too afraid to face that I was an angry home so I just internalized all this, continue to have sex w toxic women cause I'm so fucking toxic myself and that's all i could attract and now I found myself being an ol man doing ayahuasca.

Oh I already told you guys that I had a vasectomy when I was 27 and i'm too old to have it reverse so there will be no kids coming. It's ok I never really like kids anyway. The more I think about it, the whole gay thing makes sense.

yeah the black canvas is true. People like to put their own finishing touches in their houses. I have been playing w the idea of selling my place here. it's now worth 1.6 million. The problem is that interest rate went up from 3.45 % to 8% and I'm not about to borrow money against the house at 8% . They are smoking crack.

it's all good man. I know everything is going to be fine. The good thing is that I'm off harmway and I'm recovering every day. I'm not doing any drugs and I don't have to be w anyone. I don't need protection from anyone cause I'm an able human and I can protect myself. So fuck all this.

You will not understand this. It makes me sound like a total little bitch. I get it. I'm looking for a sort of protection that a chick can't give me. Like I became emotionally handicapped and the women I run into they are just going to fuck me up even more so i need to be a homo and to be w another guy that will protect me.. But now I see that can't happen. I can't find shelter and protection from a man because I'm just going to atrac other weak crippled men like Ned. damn , this deep.

you are not having sex w chicks in a bathroom at the pub , it's fucking Ned on the other side you faggot. smh

Bruh? where do you have sex ? you live in the middle of nowhere, in your carraban which not even got a toilet or running water. You probably put some lipstick on a roo and you think it's a hot chick. jajajajaja