Yeah cranky was always a insufferable bully :T,I think he has some arrested development going on.his comments in general reminds me of a teenage boy minus the political copy pasting

Well, is it true?

I am also are at high risk over ODing on opioids and benzos. That was never an issue w me before cause I never like taking pain meds. Mostly cause working in a hospital setting I understood the risk of taking them. And one should never taking them together . But since leaving the hospital i don't give a ff . I have never experienced such a degree of pain. I can't manage it. I think it is possible that now that i'm combining both meds I am highly likely to Over doce and die. bye

I am not feeling optimistic about my health. This last hospitalization came out of no where. Something trigger that sort of response in which no opiate would manage the pain i was experiencing. That has a lot of implication which I'm not ready to discuss. i feel strongly that i need to start working on my settling down my affairs. i'm not afraid of dying. I just want to be here long enough to help my dogs live the lives they must live. Im still in a lot of pain , I have to have surgery on my other knee , But i have to have major back surgery which may be connected w the horrible cramps i have in my legs. Nature and is a huga part of my healing and mental health. The only thing I enjoy is going to my long hikes w my dogs. Not what has been taken away and it's unlikely that i will be able to do anything of that for at least a year. Both of the boys were going to Safari adventures since they were babies but once I stop working I figure I was going to take them on adventure myself, which i have but now I have to spend money that i don't have on having them get the exercise they need. I'm broke, i'm alone and I'm sick. This is my lowest poing to for sure.

I see that crank is spamming your channie. ... What about the gay community? The gay community is not my community. I feel sympathy for some gay people specially fragile ones and transgender people of color but otherwise I they can just live their lives as they wish. I have never identify myself as a gay male. I'm a male, a brown latino cis male. I feel connected w the mexican community, I feel connected w communities who organized for their passion for the arts and culture. I feel connected to a community that seeks enlightenment and healing. A community who worships natures, plant medicine, the right for all animals to live. That's my fiber. Who I find attractive or may want to have a sexual interaction or even love should not define me.

... GUTE NACHT ! ;)

v

peter fonda ?

... think Jane Fonda had the best ass ever in the film "Barefoot in the Park"
the father was great, but the son ?
are we going to be British and eat toast in the afternoon ?

the real com-vid is better !
v

it's now 2 o'clock in berlin, and i still have to do something tomorrow, -
so come visit me again at the weekend! i'll buy you a forster beer !
( ... and a headache tablet ) ^^

... now we can go for a beer with you without getting beaten up ! ^^