Hey, Anton, long time no hear ~~~ THANKS, for the kind flyby and the pictures of Yulia. Is she really blue-eyed? Wouldn't that be a rarity for her Eastern-European heritage?
Anyways, my Good Friend, and most importantly ~~~ I hope this short note finds you and NYC doing more than well. Summer is almost upon us; I hope it brings good things and great promise your way.
YEAH, that must have been really eerie down there ~~~ all that wildfire smoke turning the NYC sky a strange hue of orange. I heard that there were breathing problems associated with it. I did see that they cancelled a YANKEES' game and (possibly) some of the BROADWAY happenings.
Enjoy yourself a FINE WEDNESDAY and THANKS for dropping by. Hope your family is doing good too.
That sucks... He was from Albania too? what happened to him? I'm kind of sick. So I'm cool not meeting anyone for now. I just figure I put this out and see what my options will be. It was oct of last year the last time I used any drugs. I think I'm pretty afraid of hooking up w another guy. The thought of meeting some strange guy makes me feel pretty defensive already. I don't see how this ever going to happen. It's going to have to be in an Ayahuasca gathering but I my track record there are bad. It's 90% women and I attract a lot of older women. I'm humbled by that but when I tell them I'm a home things have gotten weird even in those holistic circles. Out of 22 people there was only one other guy, he was a divorced dad who had an issue w porn and objectifying women. After the last ceremony he never integrated in to the groups that I do now. It's 100% women. Some lesbians. All very kind and supportive. For that I'm very grateful of. I'm falling sleep buddy good night.
So I want to meet up w a guy so I found an ayahuasca dating room in Facebook. I know it's really desperate but aI have no other means to meeting anyone . I have fucking orchestra season tickets for the Dream of Frida and Diego this saturday so I said if there was any guy interested in meeting for dinner and the opera. One guy already answered but he fucking wrote like 3 pages essay and that was a turned off and the profile didn't had a pic. So not fair because I posted a bunch of my pics. I feel like I want to hang w a guy and see what happens.
Do those guys turn you on? Cause to me they look like dolls. Blow up dolls at that. is that what gay men aim to look like and in general find attractive? I just want a regular looking guy that wants to man handle me, hit me around a bit. make me cry then hug me tell me everything is going to be ok and then if he wants to fuck then we fuck but it's not require of expected. Like if I ever connect w blondie. I would beat the shit off him then run to the flower store and buy him the most beautiful flowers and sooth him and tell him everything is going to b ok and love him deep and hard. yeah.
GingerbreadMon
3y ago
Hey, Anton, long time no hear ~~~ THANKS, for the kind flyby and the pictures of Yulia. Is she really blue-eyed? Wouldn't that be a rarity for her Eastern-European heritage?
Anyways, my Good Friend, and most importantly ~~~ I hope this short note finds you and NYC doing more than well. Summer is almost upon us; I hope it brings good things and great promise your way.
YEAH, that must have been really eerie down there ~~~ all that wildfire smoke turning the NYC sky a strange hue of orange. I heard that there were breathing problems associated with it. I did see that they cancelled a YANKEES' game and (possibly) some of the BROADWAY happenings.
Enjoy yourself a FINE WEDNESDAY and THANKS for dropping by. Hope your family is doing good too.
TheTrollHunter
3y ago
@BlueWinter#BlueWinter14062023070732
Was i even looking in your direction. Fuck off and learn to mind your own clit your crazy hoe. Fuck you.
GIRLNEXTDOOR
3y ago
nite fam x
hahaha!! xoxo
GIRLNEXTDOOR
3y ago
imo Catholic is Catholic - so we’re kinda related whether you want to admit it or not :D
TheTrollHunter
3y ago
That sucks... He was from Albania too? what happened to him? I'm kind of sick. So I'm cool not meeting anyone for now. I just figure I put this out and see what my options will be. It was oct of last year the last time I used any drugs. I think I'm pretty afraid of hooking up w another guy. The thought of meeting some strange guy makes me feel pretty defensive already. I don't see how this ever going to happen. It's going to have to be in an Ayahuasca gathering but I my track record there are bad. It's 90% women and I attract a lot of older women. I'm humbled by that but when I tell them I'm a home things have gotten weird even in those holistic circles. Out of 22 people there was only one other guy, he was a divorced dad who had an issue w porn and objectifying women. After the last ceremony he never integrated in to the groups that I do now. It's 100% women. Some lesbians. All very kind and supportive. For that I'm very grateful of. I'm falling sleep buddy good night.
GIRLNEXTDOOR
3y ago
also - I love that!!! ….you’re Catholic & im Catholic too …that makes ys practically related, Anton lol 💗
GIRLNEXTDOOR
3y ago
so I’m watching those other wedding vids on that channel …& omg I think she had 11 bridesmaids!!! luuuulz!!!
My big, Fat, Albanian Wedding for reals lol
GIRLNEXTDOOR
3y ago
is your fam Catholic?
TheTrollHunter
3y ago
So I want to meet up w a guy so I found an ayahuasca dating room in Facebook. I know it's really desperate but aI have no other means to meeting anyone . I have fucking orchestra season tickets for the Dream of Frida and Diego this saturday so I said if there was any guy interested in meeting for dinner and the opera. One guy already answered but he fucking wrote like 3 pages essay and that was a turned off and the profile didn't had a pic. So not fair because I posted a bunch of my pics. I feel like I want to hang w a guy and see what happens.
GIRLNEXTDOOR
3y ago
the lady at 3:02 is very short & looks like she’s know a lady who killer someone lol
what kind of church is that they’re in? ….looks like it could be a Catholic Church imo
TheTrollHunter
3y ago
Man, he is fucking gorgeous . Very sweet. Did he passed. Sadness. He looks like an amazing gentleman that any one will fall in love with.
GIRLNEXTDOOR
3y ago
mid 80’s would make her 35ish so yeah
GIRLNEXTDOOR
3y ago
very dominant and you don’t give a fuck maybe more than anyone else here
you can also be very mean & petty when you don’t like someone/are trolling …but for some ppl, you’re the exact karma they’ve earned
I say too much about my RL here too …but oh well …I’m not trying to pretend to be anything other than who I really am anyway so imo it’s whatevs
TheTrollHunter
3y ago
Do those guys turn you on? Cause to me they look like dolls. Blow up dolls at that. is that what gay men aim to look like and in general find attractive? I just want a regular looking guy that wants to man handle me, hit me around a bit. make me cry then hug me tell me everything is going to be ok and then if he wants to fuck then we fuck but it's not require of expected. Like if I ever connect w blondie. I would beat the shit off him then run to the flower store and buy him the most beautiful flowers and sooth him and tell him everything is going to b ok and love him deep and hard. yeah.
GIRLNEXTDOOR
3y ago
was that an Albanian wedding??
she’s pretty, Anton >.>
you didn’t tell me how old she is …32-35ish??