Obey the walrus's channel

No way.. no i didn't know, I hate those fucking florida cubas. talk about low lives cunts. they think they are the shit and they hate mexicans. I don't like them , they pretend to be educated but they are not as educated as some from south america. You only have to know how to swim if you are cuban trying to get to the states. Man, some trans guys are hot as fuck. I would totally explore having a romantic relationship w one of them. But then when it comes to sex I think it could be alot like having sex w a woman. Like if he is dude then he is going to take it like a man. no whimpering women shitl that would annoy the fuck out of me. If he is a man then he is going to get fuck and treated like another man. which probably will mean forceful rape like sex... i imagine.

yeah i went to lake tahoe for the weekend w my dog and rented this amazing old house right on the lake. I was laying in bed on my belly and i felt someone lay next to me . I thought it was my dog till i saw he was on the floor. Yikes. I rather talk about hot guys or something gay

I believe in shit like that and I like in a big ass house by myself so I rather dont follow, watch or talk about stuff like that. Let's talk about hot guys and fucking instead huh?

oh man that sucks. do you think that fucked you up. a long time ago when I was in my early 20's I was sort of messing w guys on the side but not really fucking w them. I was going to some men gatherings and this cute (this was in the CA/OR border)white hippy dude gave me the best fucking massage. He was really handsome. I was in SF then. We mess around a bit and then he said his sister lived in SF and that he would like to meet when he comes to meet her. Later on in the gathering I learnt that he was gay and that he had a partner who was older and they appear to have an open relationship. Ah.... I never heard from him. Years later I found out that he had come to visit his sister in SF and that he had been run by a bus. I swear to god I'm not lying. I was in total shocked. I think that fucked me up a bit.

I'm sure she wouldn't throw a ugly baby...

what happened to the guy you were in loved w ? he died? I never heard of Santa Muerte till the Cartels became popular. That offering of hummingbirds sound really gruesome. I don't think i care to have anything to do w her. So in NY Ayahuasca is not something that Lstin American people talk about or invoke to transform pain and suffering in to love and hope:. Too bad. I want to bring Ayahuasca to the people . Right now a setting can go for several thousands dollars a night I'm going to San Antonio in July to fo some more and it's costing me 5k for the weekend. but I hear that some can do it for as cheap as $300 a session which is kind of what i want to do. Have you heard of the sacred geometry ? you experience that when you go under Aya

She's pretty cute...I can see how u could even had a crush on her...

yes that is correct. there is a lot psychedelics that people in the Amazon has been using for hundreds of year. Ayahuasca has been in the States for a while but mostly underground. It definitely has a momentum going in texas and S CA now and it has become more accessible in the last few years. It was a game changer for me and gave a great deal of insight in to my recovery and how to deal w my history of sexual abuse and child hood trauma. I think La Santa Muerte is more spiritual base and I hadn't hear of this specific icon till the last 20 years . I not even know when it began. it appear to be a by products of the carterls TBH.

I read the illegals get free healthcare....

Don't feed crevo bull shit about emigrants crossing the border. The emigrants who cross the border in texas snd arizona on their way to CA are essentials to our economy. He is smoking crack believing that anyone gives them welfare . They don't get shit. I have worked w these people. Some may get emergency medical w is marginal but no food stamps or welfare. They relay on the help of churches and other grass roots agencies.

Do u get free healthcare?...

Lotsa welfare recipients coming over the border...

R there many doctors n scientists coming across the open sthn border?...

Have you ever heard of Ayahuasca... it scans your body for trauma even generalizional trauma. I will be training in San Antonio for the next 2 years to become a practitioner. I too tried to help Crank but he is too sick and doesn't want to see the light. I haven't totally giving up on him but I'm afraid he may be far gone and no matter how much I try to help it's not going to work.

yeah. I have to come clean. I know I'm a big ol faggot. I totally need to own that. I'm still recovering from the last 2 years of partying and doping myself. I know that I'm no good for anyone right now, whether it was a man or a woman. I don't see myself being w a woman again. I feel like I'm done with that. It just didn't worked out and I want to be w a man. But that in my brain doesn't registered as in having sex w a man. Of course i say a lot of shit and I objectify every man here. But when it comes to it I doubt i could perform sexually w another man unless i really had love feelings for him. I need that love feeling and connectedness w a guy and then if sex happens it happens. Now I know that feeling only last a little bit but I must have it . I must be loved bomb. I don't know where that comes from and how it all began. Maybe It would change once I continue to heal and do more Ayahuasca. It sounds toxic AF.