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Sorry, I forgot to address one last thing you mentioned. I wasn't aware that Vicki was going after you until later, and I never instructed her to create accounts to target you. Why would I do that? We were friends; I'm not that twisted. Also, I'm not the one behind PMs from anonymous accounts. I understand where you're coming from because I also tend to overthink and suspect things that often turn out not to be true. I'm not here typing this to deceive you. It didn't involve me. I wasn't part of it.

As for the "Mark's Ghost" channel, I'm not sure what channel you mean. The recent clones I made, like "Blackend" and "LMFAO," were just playful jabs, nothing more. I did mention something about you having a "Ghost" to poke fun at you, but that's all it was. I am a bit of an asshole. I know this, lol.

Mark, I see that you've tried to express your side of things on his page, but it seems to have fallen on deaf ears. All I've ever wanted is for you two to reconcile your differences and become friends again, especially considering how close you once were. I remember when I was away from the sites for a whole year, you both seemed to have a great relationship. I miss that camaraderie. I miss seeing our mutual friends on both sites who have moved on now.

I've also decided to move on, at least from CS1. I want to give this place a chance, but if it's going to be drama instead of peace and civility, I don't want any part of it either. It's your prerogative not to want to move forward with me, but I'm not interested in continuing with insults, clones, or anything else. Actions speak louder than words, and I promise you I won't cause you any trouble going forward.

I hope you'll respect my wishes too, which is to have the clone you made closed down. If not, it might indicate that you haven't moved on or don't really want to. That decision is yours to make. I hope I'm not wasting your time; I've spent half a day trying to explain my perspective and understand yours.

I wish you nothing but the best going forward. Have a good day!

I've always believed that you two need to talk things out. It's unfortunate that it never seems to lead anywhere positive, which is truly sad. I wish it could be resolved so that you both can move forward together.

As for why I blocked you, it was because I was upset with how you were going after Rob and what he was privately sharing with me. The clone I mentioned was the one of Rob that you made, the clown version. Didn't you create that one on CS1 while we were still friends? Honestly, there have been so many incidents over the years that I might be mistaken.

Mark, I don't have detailed knowledge of what happened between you and Rob, especially regarding his relationship with Sherrie while you two were together. I believe such matters should remain private between you, Sherrie, and Rob, or discussed on your own pages rather than here.

I understand where you're coming from. It appears Rob developed feelings for Sherrie during your relationship, which could understandably feel hurtful and sneaky. It's commendable that you tried to work things out with Rob despite the challenges that arose.

It's unfortunate that Genny became involved and further complicated matters between you and Rob. I'm sorry that this has caused tension and led to falling outs between us even. I respect your right to express your thoughts and feelings now, even if it stirs up past issues.

It seems like we are all out here fighting our own battles now, and nobody is in our corner. This is how I feel. We have insulted each other to the moon and back, Mark, but we can move on from it. We've done it before. I'm not saying we have to be friends, just that we coexist peacefully among each other on the sites. If that is what you want, I would greatly appreciate it if you took down the clone. I'll leave that up to you, though.

Yes, you are right! We had no problems whatsoever. You are putting things in perspective regarding what was going on between you and Rob, and I can see how my blocking you around the same time he moved on from you could look like he was controlling me. However, that simply wasn't the case. Whatever was going on between you two didn't involve me until you started going after him with the clones again. I try to stand up for my friends, but it often ends up backfiring on me, given previous history with other people.

I understand your frustration and skepticism, given our history. I genuinely want to reconcile and move forward, but I recognize that we've been through this cycle many times.

Regarding what happened on CS1 and my reasons for blocking you, I admit I should have handled it differently. I should have brought our issues to your attention privately and worked with you to resolve them from there.

Thank you for sharing your perspective. I want to clear up any misunderstandings and address your concerns. I appreciate your patience and the civil manner in which you've communicated.

First, I apologize if my portrayal of events came across as inaccurate. It was never my intention to misrepresent what happened. There might have been some miscommunication or misunderstandings along the way.

From my understanding, you cloned Rob while we were still friends, and in response, I blocked you and removed your comments. I acknowledge that this might have led to some confusion about the timeline and intentions. My actions were not influenced by anyone else, and I regret if it appeared otherwise. Blocking you was not the best way to handle the situation, and I recognize that now. It was not my intention to cause any animosity or hurt feelings. At the time, I simply wanted to be left alone. By doing this, I didn't value our friendship and certainly owed you an explanation. Instead, I let my anger take over and went after you, which was wrong of me.

I am truly sorry for putting you through that. Deep down, that's not how I want to portray myself as a person, even though I know I fail at this many times.

Mark, I appreciate everything you said on my page and the very civil manner in which you conveyed your thoughts. Please give me a chance to get back to you. I have removed my avatar and my video. I am willing to work things out with you, no matter how long it takes. From what I read, there are a lot of misunderstandings about how things went down, and we might have to agree to disagree on some things. More later

Of course, Mom passed in November of 2009, but Vince's passing is a bit fresher (April of 2020). I suppose that I miss both of them in different ways ~~~ Vince's passing gave way to sell the family house to the grandson of a woman who was best of friends with my Mom. Small world, yes ... but, in my opinion, the house had become stagnant and it required a new owner. I had promised the kid's Dad to be the first to have a crack at the property. He worked with the shell of the house and pretty much gutted it to update things like plumbing, electrical et al. I am content with it, but - at times - I miss Vince. The question begs, though ~~~ do I miss Vince for selfish reasons or do I miss him not being here and enjoying "his" LIFE. I suppose that it is a combination of both.

Yeah, I recall seeing some of that movie and I do know that it is a Will Smith ride. I think Stockard Channing and Donald Sutherland were also in it. Yeah, it is weird how the intertwining of countless unrelated lives can lead us to the most unexpected moments. ENJOY the rest of your night over there, Brah, and have a Great Wednesday soon to come. :)

I am giving all my time to you today. I haven't even really started my day yet or ate anything. I hope that means something to you. You have the floor!

I think we can move on in a civil manner and exist on the site around each other. If you ever want to make amends and move forward and work on things slowly, I am okay with that. I know you are going to say Nathan will do anything to have friends. No, it means I am doing the right thing and have no interest in moving forward in an unhealthy way with you. It is crazy with all the things we have in common and how we can relate to each other, yet we let things come between us. You know we have been better off the other way around. You and Rob have your mess you have to get through, and we have ours, but it doesn't take much to accept the fact that it takes two, and we both certainly have been at fault in this. I would be happy to move forward with you in which you wish but in a civil manner. Enjoy your day going forward!

The main thing that comes between us, Mark, is how I see you treat people, and therefore, I try to stand up for them. Yet, that always doesn't work, and another friendship goes to the wayside. I am utterly sick of it all, and it is just a continued cycle that never ends. I may be at odds again with people that disagree with the things I say here on your page today. I have my right to state how I feel about things. You think you would be better off without me in your life, given all the trouble you think I caused you, and there is no moving forward. You also don't want to go down the same road with me again and again, but I am not the only one at fault in this.

How does anything get accomplished if friends don't try their best to move forward? I got upset with JP recently for standing his ground in his beliefs about you, which was wrong of me. He has every right to stand up for what he believes in and what is right. Sometimes it takes me time to wise up and see what is right. My emotions take over, and I may not think clearly, leading my actions to not always show the best of me. Certainly, you have been right about many things about me and have called me out on them, but there are better ways of addressing it.

Going to war on these sites with people is childish, and it never gets us anywhere. We are better people in real life. You know that. I know that. If we are going to exist around each other, it is better to get along and have some type of civil conversation rather than going at each other's throats. I just do not have the time or the energy for it anymore, Mark. We both know we can get pretty mean with each other. I can even disagree with what Rob said here, with him bringing up the past again between us. I understand he is trying to make a point, but there is no need to bring up the past like I have told you many times. That is another thing that comes in between you and I. If there is an unresolved issue from our past preventing us from moving forward, perhaps we can work on it and find a resolution.