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The only reason I came at you like I did is because you are doing the same thing to me. If you think I believe everything people tell me about you, you are wrong, and I do not follow anyone like you think I do. Nor am I desperate for friends. If they do not want anything to do with me, that is fine. I wish I could get along with everyone, but that simply is not possible. I guarantee you that everything on this site and all the sites we have ever been on is not the same in real life. We would act differently and civilly, but I have met people in real life that are not civil, and my life has been threatened many times before.

I know you might see right through everything I say to you or post, but that is only because you hold this grudge against me and others that you seem to never let go. Also, when you finally do make amends with them, you always go back to the past and let that ruin everything good that is built back between your friends. Also, trust takes time to build back, and you focus on how you can't trust anyone that was untrustworthy with you before. You have to have patience and work together and not get in your head and overthink things. It will take a while for that bond to be connected again or somewhat repaired, but that is important in reconciling.

I know deep down you are a good person, and I had a close connection with you that many have not. I enjoyed our talks and time together. With all my friends I have been at odds with, I can go back to find many good things to hold onto in a friendship and reconcile with. I am not sure why the bad has to override all the good in friendships, Mark. You seem to focus on all the bad and how people did you wrong in the way they treated you, and so on. Life goes on; the sun will come up tomorrow.

We used to be great friends. How come we always end up butting heads? Do Irish lads not get along naturally? You do realize my family is Irish, right? My mom is Irish and married an Irish lad. Irish runs in my blood, and I have been around them all my life yet never had any problems with them like I have with you. Why is that? You are proud and Irish. I totally get it! Shouldn't you be getting along with your other Irish mates? Do you know that my family's dream is to see Ireland one day, where we originated from? It sure would be nice to finally see the motherland. There was a time when I was looking forward to meeting you and exploring the city of Dublin together. You could show me around, and it would be fun. We are much more alike than not. We both have tempers and can speak awfully about each other and others, but we have our good sides too. I know you are a gentleman, and yes, I understand you have that charm about you. I may talk a lot of shit about you, and you do the same about me, but we both know we are good people with kind and caring hearts.

I don't think you hate me, and I don't hate you, but I really have a problem with you going around pretending to be me with the clone you made. Again, fun and games, blah blah blah, but is it the right way to go about things? The answer is no! I have no interest in blocking you and being at odds with you moving forward. I am happy to talk it out with you if you wish, in a civil manner. Like I told you before, we were better off on good terms than being at odds with each other. What happened? Like, for real? How far do we have to go back to understand where it all fell apart between us? I will listen. Maybe we have to get things out and explain our side of things.

I am not trying to win you back, and I know you want nothing to do with me again, but I only stood up for what is right when you started going after Rob again. So, I had enough and ended our friendship on my terms. You have every right to be upset with me, and I get that too. Again, been there, done that with you, Rob, Genny, and many others. I have tried to make amends with you, and for the most part, we can be civil with each other.

Usually, we seek help first from our close friends, even over our own family, because we feel comfortable and open to talk to each other about personal things. Yet, you turn that against your friends and tell everyone about those personal things, making it somehow look like they are terrible people. We all have done things that we regret, and you and I have both tried to work things out. I see no need to continue whatever is going on between us. There's no need to continue cloning to somehow get back at me unless you're just doing it for shits and giggles. I get it. Been there, done that with you and others over the years. It can be fun and entertaining, not going to lie. We have that in common.

I also don't know where you're getting the idea that I'm codependent on people. I am my own person and have been in a position to take care of others around me, including my friends when they needed help. You think I am brainwashed and manipulated by people, but I am not. Again, I am my own person, and I am not weak like you say. When I leave for periods of time, it is not because of anybody else; it is because I need a break and to work on myself. The worst thing you can do is turn people's problems against them and bully them about it, especially mental health. That is pretty low. We all need help in life and therapy. I prefer music and the nature kind over the rest. We all know why, and usually, it goes back to our childhood and awful things happening in our lives that we never handled and kept bottled up inside.

I don't understand why you think I cry all the time. I do not. Yes, I am a very emotional person, but there's nothing wrong with that. Why do you turn everything I confide in you back on me like I'm some kind of bad person? If you continue to do that to me, you know I will do it back to you. I'm glad you and Rob are somewhat talking things out, but it doesn't seem to be leading to any resolution.

You cloned me, I cloned you—big deal. That's how these sites work. It's not about games or who thought they won this time around. You have your opinions about me, and I have mine about you, but it seems like you don't really know me, Mark, despite all the years we were friends. The last time, I got upset, removed you, and blocked you. It wasn't because Rob told me to do anything; he had nothing to do with it. The reason I did that is I was hopeful that you and Rob were going to reconcile. After that didn't happen and you cloned Rob again a few times, I got sick of it and acted out the way I did. I didn't say a word because I didn't want any problems, and then you sent me a message that really upset me.

I think it's important to get everything out in the open, so if you haven't expressed everything yet, now is your chance. Certainly, in the heat of the moment, we say things we wouldn't normally say to each other, at least I don't think so. I've known you long enough to understand where you're coming from on some things. Nobody can agree on everything, and while we seem to be at odds more often than not, it would be better for both of us to put it all aside and move on peacefully from here.

Funny that you made mention of Michael J. Fox. Through my travels as a healthcare proxy, I met a neurosurgeon who worked on him (Dr. Bruce Cook). My mom had a short consultation with him about an aneurysm that found itself along one of her carotid arteries. Of course, with her age and health situation, the operation was deemed too risky. But she passed from something else and that aneurysm never presented itself. But MICHAEL J. FOX deserves the UTMOST RESPECT from all of us ~~~ not just the body of work he has entertained us with but the manner in how he has presented himself in LIFE ~~~ with DIGNITY and an unwavering amount of GRACEFULNESS. Parkinson's Disease robs people of their motor skill, in such an undignified way. Perhaps, one day it will be but a footnote in some medical journal ~~~ as all other diseases should be. Christopher REEVE, as I said and, in my estimation ~~~ he earned it and it's his forevermore ... SUPERMAN! ;) Have a Great Afternoon over there, Bro!

I have no problems with Rob, only with Irish peoples !
You have a channel here and in CS1 too, what is the problem ?

... more PEACE !! ;)
BALOO ...

I know. Everyone knows. You're obsessed. Can't blame you really, because I'm just awesome. Toodles! MUAH 💋

One thing you have to give Cristiano aka CR7 is that he wears his heart on his sleeve. But it is CLASSIC to see him ball on the pitch. Pardon the blasphemy, but I'd be like ... Jesus Christ, Dude, pull yourself together. But you know this as many Americans don't ... his countrymen, the Portuguese, along with many other fervent fanbases actually take this shit pretty seriously. The only thing that happens in the STATES is that some bookie ends up having his muscle break your legs. But that's why they make crutches ... right? HAHAHA! ENJOY yourself a Good Night's rest, Mark.

Hey, I caught an old movie, the other day ~~~ SOMEWHERE IN TIME with Christopher Reeve and Jane Seymour. I always look at him as being the paradigm for what you'd want a Leading Man to look and sound like. And Seymour? TIMELESS BEAUTY ... 'nuff said! :)